From Australia...Quatre-vingt-huitième semaine

Hello,

In Auckland Uni I'll do idk bachelor of science...

Science is pretty much the only thing i know !

i need to get a job i have no money...

and i dont wanna be a policeman...

i wanna be a farmer !

the experience i had with Sis B is Patience.....

because i will have to wait again

be patient and be humble

You have see Things from what you Knew

but there are things you don't...

I will be rewarded from my Labor

thats what made me change a lot on the mission

cause the lord shown me what i will have if change for the better

and it did ....

im not perfect but i get better each day as i remember those things

............

I wrote Sis B. this :

" im sorry to say that but if you werent there in my hardest

most griievious and toughest times

don't expect to be there in moments of glory and happiness

In my gethsemane I was Alone

i have lost friends but ive found new ones

who helped me heaps...

i dont wanna be a stumbling block for anyone

my family has helped me a lot and i am grateful for that

Yes i am my brothers keeper ! "

..............

im not blaming , im just saying...

im going back to nz

because they are the ones who helped me,

everywhere i went kiwis and maoris were the one there to help me

they consider me as their own

in my own country im a stranger

in france they think im black

in tahiti they think im french

but here, im their cuzzies

"Las bas , tout est neuf tout est sauvage

Libre Continent sans Grillage

Ici nos rêves sont étroits

Cest pour ca que j'irai Las bas"

i have found my happiness and i don't want to lose it

my happiness is a crystal...too much pressure and it will break !

there is no need of name

i dont want to do the same mistakes

i have to just keep it to myself

I have to go but let just leave it at :

i love her too much

too tell people who it is

yes there is someone else

and i don't want to worry about it

because i still have to wait.. yes she will finishe a year after me ...

just don't worry about

yes she just started

yes she's from New-Zealand

...

nothing has been said

but everything has been felt

...

Love yous all

Elder Chin Ah You